new goals - and my ultimate goal

so the new semester is starting...
this holiday, i had accomplished a lot...
maybe not in terms of drawing or improving my skills...
which i will never be the best in because there will always be people who are better than me...
so i have realized that it is pointless being the best, and being the best doesn't mean that you are the best, if u get what i mean...
the important thing is to be unique and true to yourself...

now i strive to improve my piano skills,
now that i will have six days of class a week, i will have to plan my time carefully,
so that i can practise.
i vowed to go back to wushu again, but it seems that time is so scarce that i have to put that aside for a little while...probably when there's a selection later, i will go...

and my writing...
well, as very few ppl know...
my biggest dream is NOT to become the world's greatest, most famous, richest illustrator blah blah blah.
my whole reason for even venturing into art is because of my dream to become a published writer.
and i know that it is impossible for a full time writer to have regular meals in Malaysia...
and i needed life experiences.
i neglected writing for a long long time to focus on my endlesss assignments.
but now i realized that i really shouldn't neglect it entirely.
if i do, it is like giving up my biggest dream of all.
so, now i have to try and squeeze out some time to improve on my language and writing skills, as well as develop my own style as a homegrown Malaysian writer.

sorry for the half broken english + half big words...
haha...blog onli ma...that's y so chaplunk...
wait till u see my stories, then i will use very proper english.