i miss my CHS frens!!

been missing my CHS frens...
i rmb last year we kept saying to each other,
that even though we only know each other for 2 years,
it's like we have already known each other for 20 years...
we share so much together...
we were so alike, in many ways...
i miss them a lot...
it's a pity onli 2 or 3 of them have blogs...
i haven't seen the others for almost a year!! T.T
i want to see them!!!
i need them so much!!!

illus, illus...

i sent a few smses...and nobody replied me...T.T...
so sad....

i feel that my art skills are way bad bad bad...T.T...
especially my figure drawing...
i have a LONG LONG way to go...
i know, u might say, "what?! but ur portraits are okay"...
no...they are NOT. look at other ppl's work.. i am far behind...
how can i pursue illustration that way?
figure drawing is the best of my ability, and i suck at it?
there are far many more things in illustration than i ever thought.
i'm not good enough...
i have too much to learn...
TOO MUCH...
24 hours are not enough for me...
and i'm over-showering myself with other things.
how i wished i could split into a few parts: one to pursue illus, one to pursue music, one to pursue wushu, and another to pursue writing.
too bad they are all just one person...
i need CLONES!!!

getting headache, and cough is coming...
i want holidays!!!
y do i feel out of place?

donnie darko

yesterday i watched a movie online with my bro.
it's called "Donnie Darko", starring Jake Gyllenhaal.
and wow, it really makes u think a lot...
it's a science fiction movie.
the story is confusing, and yet makes u curious in figuring out what actually happened.
i like this kind of movies...sick of those love love love movies..*piuks*
anywayz, it's a MUST SEE...
it's available on youtube..here's a few parts of it. but go find the rest urself la..very easy onli...







oh, and i wanna introduced a funny video...
haha, promoting youtube...
check out this guy's channel: nigahiga
here is one of his vids: HOW TO BE EMO
enjoy!!

biggest news on earth!

Obama is president!!!
can't u believe it?
it's the biggest news in the world!!!
america's first black president.
as i watched CNN, i cant help but remember the repeated phrase Obama said in his speach: "Yes, we can"...
it's simple, but the tone of it just gives an impact...
and i heard, other politicians copied his themes...

i know that it has nothing to do with those outside the US,
but, what the heck? how can u ignore such a huge thing?
i can't believe that there are even ppl who don know OR dont care about this issue...
i have frens who dont even know who is Obama!!!
whoever is reading this, please...
go and read some news, and get some knowledge into your head!
it is essential to know about, u know, things that are happening in the world...

happy happy....

these few days weather damn hot...until i damn takde mood...
BUT...hehe
2day damn happy o...haha
dunno y everytime after wushu also so happy...
i love wushu so much...always make me so happy....lol
maybe bcos i learn new things...new ways to improve...
after wushu i brought my wushu fren Wenji to dance hiphop...
hehe...
didnt expect that she actually know Natasha..haha..they were classmates b4 some more..
waliao...see, all bcos of me leh...

then at nite went 2 ioi 4 dinner...
i paksa my bro 2 buy cotton candy 4 me...lol
he dai sei...who ask him 2 simply say things...
he wanted me 2 help him hold his Wendy's cup of coke...
then he say he will buy me cotton candy if i do...
i straight away hold his cup...haha
so he unwillingly belanja me lo....



wuliao leh...
okok...still got a million things 2 do leh...
11pm dy????
ohno!!!
bb
XOXO (1st time wor, wow, this is history!)