got my timetable,
and i hv class on saturday!!!!
NOOOO!!! now i hv to worry on how 2 rearrange my wushu schedule.
i don wanna give up on my sport.
and i dunno anybody in my class group. T.T
went back to TOA to see my results 2day.
i don care about the rest. my figure studies got C+!!!!!!
nvm, i've got over all the stress over my figure,
but getting C+!!! my fav subject and i got C+!!!!
it's suffocating in here...
someone pls calm me down!!!
well, also wanna announce...i finished my paper sculpture!!!
woohoo! took about 2 weeks to get it done.
let's compare.
the original idea,
supposed to be inspired by chess,
it is grubby and empty, n looks unfinished.
after what I-Ching said about it,
i wasn't satisfied,
i destroyed it!!!
and dumped it into the waste!!!
now, the new, improved one.
i created a new formula, and it is now more effective and stable.
although still looks a little unfinished,
but looks fuller in content.
look at how complicated it is!!! muahahaha!
i can't believe it's done!
Christmas is getting worse every year...T.T
i know Christmas is all about celebrating Jesus's birth, and it shouldn't be a matter if i'm happy or not...
but this year i didn receive any nice presents.
i did receive some, but chocolates?
haiz...whatever. i don care.
The Legend of Bruce Lee is over now.
this series really influenced me a lot. i can say that now Bruce Lee is someone i really look up to.
and i think, i'm destroying myself because of that.
now, everything i do aims for the best.
all of my aims are to be perfect.
i'm more serious in everything i do.
i always think that what i do is not enough.
i alwayz think i have somthing to improve on.
Bruce Lee is lucky that he onli has one thing in his life - kungfu.
sadly, i have numerous, and it is killing me.
i set up a long list of things i need to do this holiday.
-compose a song
-upload videos in youtube
-start my reading again
-improve my figure drawing
-redo my design sculpture
-practice my watercolour
-go back to my wushu
-write a new story
now, i have achieved nothing, and there's onli one week left
i'm stressing out myself, i know.
i can't help it.
every minute i'm thinking of what i should do to improve something.
i have forgotten how 2 relax.
when i relax i feel lost.
there are too many things in my life.
and i'm going crazy.
i dunno what to focus on anymore.
to all of u out there,
pls don be like me.
it's a stupid life i'm living in.
QY came to my house early this morning...
she long time din come my hse dy lo...
then we took the bus to ioi....and started SHOPPING!!!!
we exchanged christmas presents.
i bought a pair of shoes for her, she bought a skirt for me...
haha...
spent like almost 4 hours in ioi, until thr was no more shops to go to...
u know how small is ioi la...
then, we went to watch Bolt.
it was a great movie.
in terms of story, it was quite simple and predictable.
but it was the little elements and movements of the dog that made it so adorable.
a movie worth watching.
to QY, though i doubt u would ever read this blog,
thx for being my best fren for so many years.
luv ya!
paiti
i've just come back from penang...
but no mood to upload any pics yet.
i'll upload in the next post...promise=)
i started composing again 2day.
i was deciding whether i should redo my sculpture or compose, since 3 weeks holiday is such a short time T.T...
so i decided to compose, cos i really should be emo rite now, even tho i'm not as emo as i should be...hope u get it...
something happened, or rather nothing happened.
i waited and waited.
there was no reply. T.T
so, that is the theme of my song.
i even got teary as i played the intro of the song.
honestly i love the intro music a lot, my best one so far...
i'll finish it as soon as i can, and make a video of it, and then PROMOTING TIME!...haha
anywayz, it will be a piano instrumental, i think. i wont put lyrics in.
it will have lotz of different piano techniques, i hope...
getting reference from guangliang's songs and other piano songs...hehe...
look forward to it ok?
let me get back to my composing...
*getting into the feeling of the music*
dont disturb!
i am back at last.
finally come back to bloggie...
wanna announce: drums rolling........
HOLIDAY HAS STARTED!!!!
Yeah! after these few extremely exhausting days,
it's finally over...
wed and thurs i stayed up to do my sculpture and letterform.
onli sleep for 1 hour...T.T
wat 2 do...the end of sem always like that.
we had to design a storybook. did until 7am leh...
it's about a horse called The Fair Stallion who was cursed by an evil horse,
and his body was transformed into cave paintings in the cave.
since my story involves a cave, so i made a 3d cave lo...
thx 2 my dad, to think of the mechanism...if not bcos of him, i would be dead by now.
this is my cave...ahaha...for some reason it looks like a cake if u see from top or behind...lol
cave, cake, cave, cake...both hv been in the oven b4..haha
also thx to Ms. Khor for teaching me some new watercolour techniques.
thx for saving me!!!
if not i sudah mati lo...
i love the final watercolour effect...my hard work leh...
even tho the final 2 pages memang simply do..hehe...
anywayz...it's all OVER!
went to Wong Kok to celebrate...
too bad next year our major year,
i'm doing illustration, but all my frens are doing advertising...
haiz...y like this leh...
hv to start all over...make new frens again..
will miss my frens from these 2 sem...
we'd been helping each other throughout the sems...
in many many ways..
i'll never 4get the times we spent together...
here are some pics.
hmmm......i wonder what will happen 2 u guys without me...hehehehehehe
back during CHS...
my hateful height wasn't hightlighted,
because i had at least 2 frens taller than me...
we, in our gang, cliqued very well together..
no one felt left out...
not even a single one...
and i felt so belonged...
we had almost the same characteristics...
shared the same interests...
shared the same problems...
and we talked non-stop. our topics never ran out.
we talked until we never heard a word of physics lesson in class.
i had frens who understood me, and encouraged me...
we told each other everything.
we trusted each other.
and we knew each other so well, as though we have known each other for 20 years.
it was the time when i was mostly myself.
probably they are the only ones who know the real me.
i know that this doesnt mean anything to u.
in fact, i had repeated some things here b4...
i don care...it's what i need
i think those things written are very hard to find.
to my CHS frens, i miss u guys...
wish u all the best and God bless.
hope to see ya guys soon!
since i left high skool a year ago...
