my life is stupid

Christmas is getting worse every year...T.T
i know Christmas is all about celebrating Jesus's birth, and it shouldn't be a matter if i'm happy or not...
but this year i didn receive any nice presents.
i did receive some, but chocolates?
haiz...whatever. i don care.

The Legend of Bruce Lee is over now.
this series really influenced me a lot. i can say that now Bruce Lee is someone i really look up to.
and i think, i'm destroying myself because of that.
now, everything i do aims for the best.
all of my aims are to be perfect.
i'm more serious in everything i do.
i always think that what i do is not enough.
i alwayz think i have somthing to improve on.
Bruce Lee is lucky that he onli has one thing in his life - kungfu.
sadly, i have numerous, and it is killing me.
i set up a long list of things i need to do this holiday.
-compose a song
-upload videos in youtube
-start my reading again
-improve my figure drawing
-redo my design sculpture
-practice my watercolour
-go back to my wushu
-write a new story

now, i have achieved nothing, and there's onli one week left
i'm stressing out myself, i know.
i can't help it.
every minute i'm thinking of what i should do to improve something.
i have forgotten how 2 relax.
when i relax i feel lost.
there are too many things in my life.
and i'm going crazy.
i dunno what to focus on anymore.

to all of u out there,
pls don be like me.
it's a stupid life i'm living in.