back 2 my room

today i was praised!!! hahahahaha...
at training today a coach praised me...hehe...said i was good..
hey, i haven't been praised in a LONG LONG TIME u know!

it's been a terribly busy week.
stayed up until 4am friday to finish design...
was extremely frustrated at that time, and even said i hated design...
it's partly true, i'm not meant for designing...i really suck at that...
wanted to imitate the style of this beautiful design using watercolour (it might take a while to load),

but end up i just coloured the whole picture,
like the way that i'm used to...haiz...
gotta do more research and practice..

ohya, and, i moved back to my room!
move back as in working in my room.
and i put back my beautiful 'string and clips'...hehe
ok, beautiful is the wrong word...
let's say, artistic...
take a look



doesn't it look artistic?

and about my chatbox...er,
i deleted it because for some stupid reasons...
because it mentioned my name...
i dont wanna be arrested...lol
anywayz...pls dont mention my full name in here..
yilin is fine, but no full name pls...
i'll try to put back my chatbox soon.
chiaoz...

puchong ochestra

i wasted a big handfull of time because of my stupidity...
dont wanna talk about it la...
anywayz...when we finally got to ioi mall,
we took pics for our letterform thingy....
and i had my 'lunch'.
then we go 4 ochestra lo...
arrived there, didn do anything much...most of the time watch onli...
but it felt great to feel the ochestra feel...
a feel of togetherness...
when can i get to play properly??!!

figure drawing ahhhh!!!
yerrr....fan dao si...

bo mood la...

absolutely no mood to do anything today.
i hv assignments waiting for me, figure la design la and the stupid research.
but dunno la...dont feel like doing anything also...
watch tv, also onli hv all those sienz programmes...aihz..
and then wanna take my own pic for the design workshop thingy..
no matter how i take also not nice...
what to do, haiz, i'm so damn ugly.
that's y i don like taking pics...spoil the photograph onli...

figure drawing

today is d first day i draw nudes...hahaha
first time we DRAW NUDES in figure studies class..
lolz...
and we had to finish sketching them in one minute, 30s and 15s.
it's interesting, like what ms khor told me...
it was quite fun too...
now addicted to sims 2 pets...
wahahaha...
i know it's the wrong time...i only started playing when the holidays were over..haha
my sim was in love wif three blondies...haha...
at last two found out he cheated and left him...
so he got married with the remaining one...hehe

what a mooncake festival!

what a mooncake festival!
u know why? cos nothing happened...
wanna celebrate also no one celebrate wif me...
wanna play candle but my brother don wan...
yerrrrr...how can!
previous years at least go back to my primary skool, but dunno y this year din go...
noooo, i don want mooncake festival to pass like that...
so damn sad...

anywayz, my housing area got murder case u know...
a crazy husband killed his wife and maid...
hear until very scared dy...
look how scary our world and country is becoming...

besides, three people were arrested, for ridiculous reasons...
is being anti-government a crime? there is no such thing in a democratic country!
our country is in serious trouble now...do any of u guys care?
teenagers or college goers like us may not care..all we care is how good we look, entertainment, camwhoring, assignments, shopping, pat-tohing.
why don't we care more about what's happening in our dear country???
forget the newspapers! they hide the truth all the time, since many years ago.
go on and surf the net, search for genuine news.
but do any of you know of the details of the truth on why exactly we want our government to change?
do you know that people who actually care for our country are being arrested?
and that now almost ANYONE can be arrested? even you and me...for stupid reasons
hidden histories of May 13 are being revealed...
all those cowards are too scared until they simply arrest ppl...
i'm just showing my anger towards our country 's situation today...
like what my coach said, dare to do or show...
but since i am also a coward, i will put my name to anonymous. i know its lame.
anywayz, everyone pls pray for our country.
who knows anytime there would be a riot, and our country is seriously in trouble right now.

new shanghai tan

ok, this is so far the freeest (is there such a word?????ohno, i better go back to my reading!) week in the One...
it's d 1st week...and there are assignments, yeah..
haha, but erm, i seem not to care...
ok la...i admit, i bcome lazy liao..the holiday lo...blame it blame it
didnt touch any work except the group one...blek
rest of the time ar, watching 'shanghai tan', wakakaka...my huangxiaoming!!!




i definitely MUST draw him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday we went to sg wang to TAKE PICS FOR OUR ASSIGNMENT...
but then, haiz...all the clothes so attractive, the price also attractive,
until the whole plan changed,
and we ended up shopping!
but pity i didnt bring extra money, onli bought 1...
and rmb that guy ar, so funny, trying to scan his LRT card!!! LOL

2day leh, class damn boring...
lecture lecture...i hate lectures...

...

2day is 1st day of 2nd sem...
dunno y, but lately i kinda miss my old frens..
cos i was looking at others' blogs,
and i found quite a few new ones...
i miss my high skool frens...
and also my best frens..
pity we didn get to go out and catch up during MY STUPID WRONG TIMING HOLIDAY!
don't feel enthusiastic lately...
probably it's the loneliness that accumulated during the holidays...
i dunno...i ask my fren out, they not free...and if u say it the other way round, it's sadder...
nobody ask me out, or ask me out when i'm sick (i wished i hadn't typed that out)
anywayz...enough of holidays...
ohya..let's talk about birthdays!
that's saddening too...at least for me...
when i think of birthdays, i think of my birthday...
and when i think of MY BIRTHDAY,
i feel sad because there are SO MANY THINGS that i have not achieved yet, that other's have ALREADY ACHIEVED at a much younger age...
i know i'm thinking too much...
but, haiz...nothing to do that's y think so much lo...
miss my kai mui also, she just left for UK...

my fifth composition!

yaya...promoting my video again..haha
not just my video, but my new song...
my fifth song...
just finished it yesterday.
it has no title yet, and i think it really needs lyrics...
anyone interested to add lyrics in?
just click the link below to hear my song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYHBd3DcDz0

2day went to the one to see my 1st sem results..
so happy that i didnt fail any subjects, hahahaha

merdeka!

dunno y hor...this year's merdeka...
like,
i didn take much notice of it...
no la...i'm very patriotic de...
and i LOVE my country man!
previous years i'm usually the reason the malaysian flag is up at the window upstairs...
this year...NO FLAG!!! AHHHHHH!
how can this happen! y is merdeka day over so fast??? no!!! sry, malaysia...



anywayz...merdeka day..hey, it's over dy..past 12 lo
but,
well, instead of 'celebrating',
i met up wif pauline and her sis to go AUDITION!!!!
hahahahahaha...
this time puchong is forming an ochestra,
what a GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY!!!
so i quickly grab it!
but too scared to go alone, lol, paiseh lo...so ajak pauline to go also lo
when we arrive there, waliao...noise pollution man!
especially the flute, that gal keep on playing and playing...
waited 4 almost 2 hours...
end up i onli play the sight reading...i simply onli la...my sight reading so cha..T.T
and then at the end we onli realise we nervous 4 nothing
actually everybody who audition can join de! wat la...
now, very excited 2 go 4 practice!!
at least now i can play 2gether wif others,
and let music be a bigger part of my life, and play not just 4 myself, but for others too...
oh, and of course i still have to promote my video la...
my new video - moonlight sonata
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TNLyBMMBko