音乐让我疯狂

音乐，
让我疯狂，
让我兴奋，
让我把不开心的事情全忘掉。
活了这么多年，
我现在终于明白古典音乐是如此的美妙。
它是许多伟大的音乐家花尽心思写出来的音乐。
每一位音乐家都有不同的故事，
每一首歌都有不一样的情感，
每一个音符代表着不同的意义。
你说，
古典音乐是不是很神奇？

我不是不喜欢流行音乐，
但是我说的都是流行音乐缺少的东西。
以前也许是年纪小，
不懂如何珍惜，
老师给我歌谱，我就傻傻的跟着练。
当时根本没有想歌曲的背景。
所以没有认真练过歌。
钢琴第八集我也不知道是怎么及格的，
是幸运吧。。。

现在，
我只埋怨自己的手指不够长，
不是专业钢琴手的料。
看来，成为专业钢琴手是一个非常遥远的梦想，甚至是没有可能实现的梦想。
因为当年我做出的选择是插画。
如果你问我，画画跟音乐哪一个比较喜欢，
我应该是会选择音乐吧。
可是，为了达成目标，
只好牺牲了。。。音乐
希望。。。这不代表我放弃了。
我依然会坚持下去。。
我朋友曾经对我说，
好好利用你的音乐才华。
虽然我没有才华，但我一定不会浪费掉我多年来学到的音乐技术。
放心吧。
没有音乐，我是活不下去的。

lazy to translate to english..haha...
but here's a video to enjoy

方炯镔 遗憾

阿镔发第二张专辑了！！！

恭喜！！！

这次的专辑虽然是翻唱专辑，
没有新歌，可是单单听阿镔的歌声，不管什么歌都好，都一样动听。
阿镔你放心吧，我不久就会买你的新专辑了。
好期待听到你翻唱女生的歌~

lazy la

haiz...
got no mood to do assignments la...
wanna lie in the sofa and do nothing for whole day...
but can't afford to do that....T.T
actually planned to go out wif my fren on Sat de...
good thing she's not available o...
cos i think my assignments cannot finish lo...
haha....
got holiday but cannot relax...yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

orchestra

now the orchestra i'm joining...is not the same anymore..
i really feel like quitting, but at the same time i feel like staying on.
i joined this orchestra in the first place because i didn't know what to do with my music skills and didn't want it to waste away just like that.
in the beginning, it was fun, and a great experience..
now that there happened disagreement between the organizers, we are on our own...
many members left...
and now we only have the strings, clarinets, flutes, piano, a couple of saxaphones and horn.
sometimes the piano, which means me and my partner have to play the "extra" parts and percussion, at which sometimes i feel it's very unfair to us...
yea, we are lacking ppl...
and we have no choice but to fill up the empty spaces...
but...it makes me feel that we can't go far like this...
the music would never be complete with only the few of us.
and u think i am so free to spend time on this?
i sacrifice my only free day to go for practise...
i have classes from MON to SAT...
SUN is the only day i can rest...but it seems not so...
morning i have wushu, then have lunch and rush to orchestra practise...
now i have been thinking, is it worth?

but then...
even it's not worth it...
it's wrong if i stop...because i do have responsibility there.
my partner shows much more passion in orchestra because she had the opportunity to watch some great performances...moreover, she can also play violin..
but me,
my main interest is the piano...
i do love orchestra too...but...haiz...
i wanna stop...but i really can't
a part of me don't want to stop too...mainly because it's the only place i can play music with other people...
but is this it? is this the only way?
people abandon it so easily, but why do i feel so hard to do so?
and why doesn't anyone give help?
we REALLY REALLY need people la...

anyone who has any music abilities are welcomed to join the Puchong Community Orchestra...if u are interested pls inform me....