Assurance of Salvation

i was depressed when i felt that my drawing is awful today.
so i decided to read the bible.
this is the verse that i memorized.

Assurance of Salvation
1 John 5:11-12
And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.
1 John 5:11-12


If God gave me a wish, what would I wish for? Honestly, there are a million things I wish I had, but if I only had one request, I don't know, really.



Why do I feel that I'm becoming more and more self-centered day by day?
What has got into me?
I don't want to become like THEM...