stupid attack

i had another "depression-frustration-emotional" attack.
this morning i plan hao hao wanna do my next figure assignment...
and then, i on my lappie...
Waliao eh, everything change liao!
the desktop, all the programs, all different liao!
some programs also disappear dy...
i was damn panic, and then i look at my drawings, then i realise how little time i have to finish it...
then that stupid attack come to me...
tears keep on rolling out of my eyes...and i take out my sword and 乱刺, the louder the sound the better i feel.
then i go play the piano, i think the tune that come out also very emo de...
haiz...
after i calm down a bit, i decided to restart my com. Poof! it went back to normal....
stupid de...
i think i need a therapist.
i have 5 assignments, i think i will cry 5 times.