doubt

the intake to the one academy is very near...so scary la...b4 my LONG holiday, i was so excited to go there, cos i can study what i really like (actually is not study anymore lar, which i cannot tahan anymore..hehe..cos mostly practical de). but then....nowadays i am SO INTO other things..and i havent really touched art in a LONG LONG TIME.

after reading my frens blog, i really start to doubt my decision too...is this the right choice? are u sure i don't wanna major in music instead? is Art what i really really want? career wise, maybe...cos it will get me a better job than music...but, can i live without music?

when trying to compose a song 2day, i realised composing isn't that easy either. i was frustrated. i can't get a good melody. everything i do i sure meet problems. maybe that's how the world works...maybe.............

today in bad mood lar..cannot get my results certified..:( the teacher dont choi me...yerrr...so angry that i slam my fingers so hard on the piano...poor piano...